I’ve Made a Decision
I don’t expect many will read what I have to say. After all, I am not one to put myself out there. I’m not that good at anything, except for being totally awkward and somewhat of a ticking time bomb. I don’t write well. This is more of a ‘see what happens’ sort of thing for me.
I have very little life experience. I didn’t go out as a kid. I didn’t and still don’t have any semblance of social life. I keep my innermost self to myself so much so that I was deemed “inhuman” by someone the other day. This person, I will call her Q, claims to be one of “God’s people”. Q claims Christianity as a sort of identity. At the moment I was being obliterated internally by another one of “God’s people” I made a decision. I now know what I am going to write here.
God’s people. Isn’t that ALL people? He created ALL things so unless a person stands against Him (not religion. That’s another post for sure), then aren’t we all His people? Just think about that for a moment. God created this entire universe. We (humans) are his “children” as stated in 1 John 3:1, 2 Corinthians 6:18, and many other Bible passages (if I site them all, I’d be here all day). The point being, why am I looked at as less than just because I am me. I wear the same kinds of clothes EVERY day. I own 10 pairs of the same pant, shirts, and the same hat on my head every day, all day. I have worn the same pair of shoes for nearly three years. The joke around the people who know me best is that I am the easiest target to be kidnapped. I do the same things at the same times EVERY day. Oddly enough though, it isn’t my schedule that gets me victimized. It’s my wheelchair, but I digress.
I am considered less than. Less worthy of love, acceptance, opinion, companionship, being needed, being wanted because I simply exist differently than the world around me. So here is where I will kick religious doctrine to the curb and open up a real conversation about the real things, the good, the bad, and the ugly. Whether you cuss like a sailor and “work nights” (if you get it, you get it), or maybe your opinions and thoughts are a bit different than your church and you can’t express them, you are welcome here. I believe God is a custom fit for every walk of life. How He helps me and the way I see Him is different from someone else, so let’s talk about that.
